Eh, it was going to happen eventually.

So I'm kind of down right now. Big surprise I know!
It's all sort of hitting me, it's all kind of looking at me now. All the friends I've left, the home I've had for so many years. It's actually a lot harder than I thought it was going to be.

I haven't really left my apartment since Sunday except to go to a job interview today and grocery shopping two days ago. I know that this does not help my mood but I really don't have any reason to leave my apartment. It's pathetic, hah.

My new friend Kat keeps getting promotions at work(which is terrific!) but these promotions keep increasing the hours she has to work. I believe it is now at the point where I can see her on Sundays and that is all. One a week, wow. I am totally happy for her but god damn it sucks for any social interaction between the two of us.

Speaking of the interview, I think it went quite well. The manager told me that I would be getting a call next week for a second interview and that I'm not in the system to be hired at any of the downtown stores. I do not actually remember if I've written about my perspective job but I think it will be good if I get it. It's Argo Tea(http://www.argotea.com/) a totally cute Chicago-based tea/coffee/cafe thing. It's like a Starbucks but local and more focused on fresh brewed teas instead of espresso. It's totally fabulous and I am kind of banking on it for an increased social circle.

Speaking of a circle of society, I fucking need one now. If I sit at home and watch another episode of Sex and the City I will pull my hair out. I love the show but god damn I need a life! I'm in fucking Chicago and I'm at home more than I was in Tennessee. I'll be eloquent and say that it fucking sucks.

Tune in later for more, hopefully uplifting updates!